Why oh why

Why do people find that they have to constantly complain about their jobs? Yes I hate my job but I go every day and try to make it better. I love the residents that I work with but the people that I work with wear on me. They are mostly downers. All they talk about is what they wish they were doing. Drives me nuts. If you would rather be doing something different then by all means do it. I am looking for a new job but in the mean time I am doing my best with what I've got.

Last week I had a resident that followed me everywhere I went. It got to the point where I was asking people if they knew the words to the "Me and my shadow." song. No one did so I just whistled it. (would have hummed but with my allergies nothing comes out.) Well she fell the next evening and then she passed away. Made me sad. Yes it annoyed me to have shadow but now she won't be there.

Another why oh why thought is this... Why do guys not want to date me? It is getting bothersome. I see all my friends going on dates while I am sitting at home doing nothing. I like me time but for petes sake I want to get out and have fun just like everyone else. My mom thinks it is because I intimidate the guys. She says that I am independent and won't be pushed around. Well duh. I have had years of practice of standing up for myself. I guess that is what I get for having three brothers, younger I might add, and a father who was/is verbally abusive and decietful. I can take care of myself but can't have a family on my own.

Well enough boring stuff. I am off work now and enjoying the rest of my day.