Can I throw up now?

Ok so normally I can do things and they don't bother me. But for some reason this one thing had my nerves all bunched up. What am I talking about you might be thinking? Well Yesterday in Relief Society I sung a special musical number. Now back to the beginning, I normally can do this and not get nervous but for some insane reason I did. Maybe because I felt so ill prepared. I practiced before church and felt confidant that I would and could do this and not feel sick. Then all of the sudden, right in the middle of Sunday School my tummy was doing flip flops. I thought I was going to toss my breath mints. While I was singing I could feel my knees knockin and my legs turn to jelly. Afterwards some of the sisters told me it sounded good. One said she got goosebumps, one told me she wanted to clap, one that was funny was that as she was listening she was staring at my lipgloss and thinking, "That is a pretty color and it is shiny." I guess I just need to get back on the horse and get over those nerves. I am ten times worse when I have to speak in front of people. When I was in the Fort Collins student ward the Bishop asked me if I was ok during my talk. I said yeah but I was just a little nervous. He said he noticed that because apparently the back of my dress was flapping hard and fast against my legs. I tend to grip onto the podium for dear life too. So the next time I give a talk look for the white knuckles and flapping skirt.