Whatever

So yesterday I went to my first single adult valentine dinner/dance. All I can say about it is that the food was good and it was funny to watch the older singles dance to music that was obviously not from their generation. I did the required dress up and I looked good. But when it came time for the dancing did anyone ask me? That would be a big fat NO!!! I was fresh meat for petes sake. Did I smell funny? Did I look funny? Not even the guys I knew asked. Well one left because he doesn't like dancing but the other two? I get that they were meeting new people but man one dance was all. At one point I felt stupid and pathetic that I just decided to go home. At least at home... I hate going to things that are out of my comfort zone. I know I should have asked someone to dance but some of us know how hard it was for me to ask someone out on a date. Eventhough we all know that they would say yes. I still felt loserish. (that is a word in April's dictionary!) (hah spell check didn't even tag it so it must be a word)

I got my taxes filed yesterday. My brother came over and we filed them for free online. I get money back I am so excited. It only took about 45 minutes. I will have the money in my hot hand in 3-4 weeks. Yeah. I haven't decided if I am going to buy an HD TV or a laptop. I would probably get more use out of the HD TV then the laptop but then on the laptop I could journal. Not like this but personal stuff. I do journal every week at church and then if I need to finish thoughts and whatnot I do at home.

I am so excited about being in the cast of Savior of the World. Even in the rehearsals you can feel the spirit. It is just so...